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[22 Oct 2005|01:43am] what did you say? i couldn't hear a word over the sound of your negative thoughts. what was that? i could have swore i heard you utter "this will be your biggest mistake" we'll see who is sorry in the end. who are you to talk down to me we are both fucking people, we are both human beings. and who do you think you are to accuse just remember when you point your finger that there are three pointing back at you i'll admit to my faults only when you prove that i'm wrong. 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[19 Oct 2005|03:21am] this is pretty much the only thing that is still mine. ( Read more... ) 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[14 Oct 2005|01:22am] it's one of those nights where i just can't sleep. idk. i guess you can say alot is on my mind, but... meh. i'm not really tired, i just feel like listening to some jams i guess. when i sit here and think about the music that's affected my life or the memories i have when certain songs play. i get this crazy head rush. and when i think about HOW much it's affected my life.... fuck. there are bands i've seen 230948203948 times and it's just like it wasn't enough. like... the experience alone made me want to see them more and more. (thrice, taken, curl up and die, the movielife, one fifth)(ironically this post is about bands breaking up ahaha) so.. here's to you TAKEN, and CURL UP AND DIE you were amazing, both in your song writing and performances. here's to being underrated. r.i.p. 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[04 Oct 2005|04:23am] now, i'm going to lie in bed. not sleep. and think. thank you owen. ( little side story ) 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[04 Oct 2005|03:48am] things to do - travel (out of country. rome, africa, austrailia) - buy a new digital camera (pref. cannon e0s digital rebel) - find and keep a decent job (by decent i mean one that i like) - get my halloween costume (shits gonna rule) thats about it. thx 2 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

that bitch steve tagged me [25 Sep 2005|09:02pm] Name 10 things that bring you joy and tag 5 others (these are in no particular order) 1. my little brother getting aim 2. (most of the time) my girlfriend 3. bro-deo's 4. being able to sleep in 5. my friends 6. taking pictures 7. having my own company 8. love 9. dancing naked in my bedroom to panic! (ahaha) 10. tattoos, and getting them. cesar, mike, sammie, danni, corey 2 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[23 Sep 2005|12:34pm] 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[23 Sep 2005|09:56am] i wish i could type about what im thinking about. i know that something is out there, and it's intriguing. and once i know more, then i guess i'll say something else.. belief is a very powerful thing. the place of your expressionless face.

[21 Sep 2005|07:14pm] i LOVE and appreciate my friends. thank you for sticking around, and being here for me. from here on forth more effort will be applied, and thats my word. 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[19 Sep 2005|04:18pm] no one loves cesar like i do. i can guarentee it. 3 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[19 Sep 2005|03:02pm] so, the fucking chance of a lifetime. damn right i'm going to take it. im fucking scared though... 2 months. what about her i shouldnt be scared. but i am (shut up, i shouldn't be scared) the place of your expressionless face.

[19 Sep 2005|03:51am] [ mood | fucked ] [ music | owen / joan of arc / lifetime mix ] i dont know whats up. im really fucking weird right now, i can't sleep. and all i'm doing is listening to OWEN and thinking. where am i going to be a year from now, where do i WANT to be a year from now. and i know they aren't the biggest fans. but fuck.. why should i have to choose, that's bullshit. because i would, and have put up with that kind of bullshit before, and i would love the same respect. but whatever. its just one of those fucking nights. "i'm fed up and sick and tired of me.. my thin-boy voice ruins everything..." 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[18 Sep 2005|12:31am] i will never settle for anything less than perfect and why should i with nights like these the place of your expressionless face.

[18 Aug 2005|02:36pm] burning bridges is SOOOOOOOOO 1999 cutting ties is the new black. duh 3 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

fails to mention i still hate you. [14 Aug 2005|09:05pm] im sorry the way my moods flicker on and off like old light on your porch, but i know you wouldn't have it any other way. sneaking in your window instead of out. the way you hold a cigarette cause you don't know what to do with your hands when we are sitting this close. the way the waists of pants feel better at the ankles. the way you always were my best excuse for calling in sick on everyone else. i(dont)miss you. yeah, you know who this is about. i hate midnight conversations when neither of us are supposed to be on the phone. i hate how you had the nerve to call me when you and i both know that's the last thing we needed. i wish i wasn't so scared to burn this bridge. 2 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[10 Aug 2005|10:33pm] good good now we're making some progress... 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[05 Aug 2005|11:14am] im so fucking lonely right now. 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[05 Aug 2005|04:14am] im sick of this fucking drama. it makes me want to move back home and quit my band you fucking kids need to learn how to respect people, and to get the fuck over things. grudges are ridiculous.. infact. they are REDICULOUS. 2 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

tonight i make a secret oath... [02 Aug 2005|06:42pm] so i pushed alot of you away. some of you deserved it, or needed to be pushed out, while others just got pushed out for no real reason other than me being a jackass. to the latter of you, i apologize, and there will be a few sincere attempts at making an apology and fixing our friendship. i promise. in other news, i have no access to a computer, sucks. in other news. alot of my friends are fucking leaving soon. it just hit me, and it bums me the fuck out. im so fucking sorry that i haven't been able to be a bigger part of your last summer here (if you wanted me there) but we can keep in touch, you can call me, and we can write... PEN PALS! something like that right? so, i'm home alone alot, but not home enough. if that makes sense... my thoughts get the best of me alot lately, and me being so jealous and self concious doesn't fucking help at all. so if i seem a bit bitchy, ask me about who is at my house or something. if no one.. thats why. fucking sweet music lately new spill canvas chiodos is okay kids like us cuad fucking mmmas;ldkja;sdklja;sdkl i love music right now. hahaha also, panic at the disco is playing their first show on august 12th, and im helping my friends in both the collection, and panic!at the disco out by selling tickets. so if you want to go, and you want me to drop off a ticket (in exchange for the purchase price) you should hit me up, it will give us a reason to kick it. 702 581 4358 thats all for now. later! <3 sorry again. 4 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

[27 Jul 2005|04:46pm] fate is for those who lost hope. faith is for the few who still believe. 1 simple smile takessmiles take the place of your expressionless face.

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